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i went to an 18th last night and i was drunk as but i can't remember anything now i am paying for it big time. AAHAHA i must have made a reet tit outta myself still i do that when i haven't had a drink!

oh and yesterday i kinda lost it with one of my friends that is because i had such a shit day doesn't really help when your film teacher asks " what films can you relate to?" and i could hardly say ones about cancer and people loosing their mothers so i lied and said no. also in english we looked at this women's emails things she wrote before she died of cancer as well i felt like saying " CAN I JUST LEAVE!" so instead i sat there and hid my mouth with my scarf instead ahaha! so yeah after all that everything was just getting less bearable so yeah thats why i lost it everything was just building up inside! i hope you can forgive me!

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