everythings

coming back I don't like it
I have flashbacks about it when I go to bed
Some mornings I wake up crying
I wish I could shut down
But I can't

why isn't she still here?
why didn't I go see her for the last time?
why did I not have the bottle to go to the hospital at 5:00am

The only day I remember vivdly is that day
I can tell what happened leading up to it
I can even tell you where I was when I got told

I don't I've gotten over it
and I'm scared that I won't

And I'm scared to tell my Dad how I feel about it all
So I will tell my followers instead

Cos you are my closest and best friends okay.

THANKS BABES'S

yo baby can I get another lapdance

I have neglected this too much so I will post one at the end of every month to make up for it in some way starting from this month thanks Emma for the idea babes :D :D

Yeah I will get back to posting :D