Mmmmmm

I don't remember much from last night but i am not hungover so thats gooooood, but i was reading before on facebook and leyla said that i pulled a 34 year old lmafo :')

i didn't kiss him though cos of his teeth were missing ahahah still i think he has my number oh dear :| still i think thats all i did i honsently can't remember someone needs to tell me wtf happend!

Still Dean's going to wales today for a week i'm gunna miss talking to him on msn imagine when he goes away for goood! Still atleast he knows that i like him and i said we should do something sometime and he said yeah so yay :D

Ahhh i'll post later on when i find out what happend! :)

hoping for the best but expecting the worst

well yesterday was alright apart from my dad shouting at me for just about everything i was like stfu i cba with this , plus i was shattered so that didn't help , but last years xmas presents came yesterday from switzerland i couldn't complain tbh i got a small eastpack back pack it's nice and i got i diary i NEVER use them so y'know it weren't that bad.

then i left my grans to go to my other grans she had bought me ben & jerry's i was like mmmm she even got the right one as well, then i came back home sat and waited for the x factor the completely wrong people went it shoulda been lloyd arrrgggh he's so shit he's only cos lasses fancy him which is wrong!

after this i talked to leyla and you know who it was a pretty full on conversation but it was gooood man i swear he is just so easy to talk to about anything the conversation was filthy as well but filithy is gooood i was people i know could be more open about it really it's just me and leyla who talk about stuff like this and alice on ocassions still was good cos know one said ergh or anything so that was pretty cool.

oh and before i had just spent 4 hours on cleaning my room serious i had no idea how filthy it was i should really clean it atleast once a week now. so now i just need to hoover the stairs and have a shower but i really can't be fudged to move ahhaah cleaning really takes it out of me ahhaha!

currently though i am watching this stuff about take that on 4music ahhhh brings back memories of june when i saw them live omg it was the best thing i have seen ever it was just amazing!! i can't wait for the dvd next month i have it pre-odered! ahahahahah :)

but your hair's too short and your jeans are too tight

i am sat watching the x factor atm i looooove it this year minus lloyd, joe & rachael but apart from that everyone is cush i looooooove jamie archer though mmm he's a babe ;) plus his voice is just WOOOOW!

well nowt much happened today i was meant to be going out but no things fucked up argh people must learn to use mobile phones ffs! , so for a few hours i was just sat in my room on my xbox and watching the tele cos i am coool.

oh and i can't go to london next week cos my dad says i am not "mature" enough there may be a element of truth in that but i would be with leyla she's responsible and shizz meeer so i feel bad that she can't go argh! no one trusts me to go anywhere honsetly ah it's gay! still fuck it.

also my brother was being a little shit today seriously he can't shut the fuck up it's likeee argh as if my day hasn't already been fudged up enough i know he's only 8 but still he should learn to bloody behave in public!

ahhhh and today i only got to talk to a certain someone but only for a few minutes but he did seem gutted that he had to go so i left a tad special LOL! , but he said the nicest thing ever it was something like: " you are interesting you have a good personality and a good sense of humour" i was like awwwwwwwwwwwwwww! no one has ever said that to me before yeah i just smiled typing that! ahahhahhahaha :')

oh and next friday i have the option to go get mortal get in i'm going to take it and make a tit out of myself as per oh yessa roll on next friday! just need to gather the funds ahahahaaha!

then i set fire to our bed

honestly i don't think i have ever thought so much about one little thing like ever! well then again it's not really little or is it ahh idk but all i do know as why do people decide oh liv ramsey is doing something i'll just do the same cos you know not as if liv has over came a lot within like 3-4 weeks.

ahh i hate waiting i swear it just seems to go slower argh!
but do you know what all this is all new to me and that makes this harder so yeah there's all that as well!

but you know what the funny thing is idk wether she knows i like him but you know if she does thats just wrong of you to do that sorry pet but it just is!

ARGH! I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS!

come on lets fly!

well today i was up at 7 to meet leyla and emma to catch the bus to town as we were going on a film trip to northumbria uni eee my life out tour guide man was hiliarse he was ginger and irish and couldn't say journal properly i found it impossible to keep a straight face. eee then we had to look for books according to our c.w. subject so i left leyla down a isle thing with davey ahaha she wasn't amused in the slightest ahahaha!

after this we tried to go get a photocopying card thang but they had none left which was a tad of a fail as that was the purpose of thee trip ahahaha then i just sat down with nikki , sarah , david and darren and leyla was sat behind it was good crack!, then at 11 me leyla and niiki went to mcdonalds cos me and nikki fancied one ahaha! then we went to greggs with leyla.

then we got on the bus back to college it was cush i felt i bit giddy ahahah! think it was to do with the food oh then we had to go see our form teacher to see that we were in then someone was looking for david so he's kinda dead man walking lmafo! after this i seen the lad i like which was weird cos he said that he wouldn't be in ahahaha but he said something about him meeting his mate so that was okay. but one of his friends who he sits with kept giving me death stares cos she likes him too i was like i haven't done anything so TURN THE FUCK AROUND! ahahhaahah :')

oh and after college me and leyla went to town to go to newcastle libary cos we are cool but we ended up in hmv buying mr hudson albums then we walked to reflex and mr hudson was coming out of monument i swear leyla has the knack for spotting the celebs like we always see them before gigs and signings usually ahahah!, then we went to relflex they didn't have any mr hudson singles so we trekked to find an indie music shop to if they had anything but they didn't so bad times!

then we stood inside and waited for like 15 or 20 minutes and waited for him to get to us in the q then leyla was first she got her album signed for will i was like awwwwwwwwwww so she didn't get anything signed but she did get a picture! , then it was my turn i asked for my album to made out to olivia i always do that when famous people ask who it should be made out to he said to me oh thats a beautiful name and on my way out he said bye my darling i was like :D :D :D :D

oh and just before i found out that the lad i like is going travelling and isn't coming back! but i did ask him to come out with me sometime and he said yes so i was like! :D :D :D :D :D ahhhhh i am so happy happy! eeeeeeee :')

LONGEST BLOG EVER! :D & TIM MINCHIN IS ON JONATHAN ROSS TONIGHT GET OUT SON! ahahahah!

:D :D

i don't think i have ever been so happy like ever! ahhhhhhhhhh i have leyla to thank for this well i was on msn before and i was talking to the lad i like and leyla was helping me play 20 questions so i asked him a fair few and then he asked me some but there was one question i was dreding and he asked it so like i said to him i will answer every question honsently and then leyla said go on just say you, so i did then he asked me why and everything and i just said how i felt ahahahah.

so yeah today was alreeeeeeeet like media was just funny as fuck jane was just sat glancing at her pack thing for italy and i said something about dolimo sauce and we just sat and pissed ourselves for ages i went purple lmafo :') then before medi ai had english eeeeee my god it was funny we had to draw and mine and alice's looked as if 6 year oids could have done them i wish i had took a picture of mine it was just so bad.

oh and i have blood on my jacket but idk what the fuck was bleeding to get the blood on my jacket! and tonight is the best night for tele i reckon just simply because never mind the buzzcocks is on :D ahahahahahaahahahahahah!

oh i am still HAPPY thanks for everything leyla!
x

safety pins holding up the things that make you mine

i never update this EVERY day i really should anyways since i last posted not much as really happend tbh well yesterday i went to a elliot minor signing they have changed so fucking much bad times. they didn't even recognise me they usually do but never mind!

anyways today i didn't get up till quarter to 11 i felt so lazy! still i enjoy sleeping in now i never used to when i was younger. then i managed to be ready by quarter past 11 then i just went on facebook like i usually do then i left the house for about 20 to 12 to catch the 10 to metro.

then i had tutorial it was alreet actually minus people knowing i fancy and making it a tad obvious i was so embrassed ahahaha i never usually get embrassed tbh ahaha i am so shameless it's unreal. well my tutor said today that i could do a maths course cos i kinda need it for my career so me and the lad i fancy are in the same class and he said it was awesome when we were in the same class i felt really good about myself ahahah!

after tutorial me, leyla and olliee walked to the bus stop eee it was too funny cos olliee is on crutches and watching her go downstairs is a howl ahaha :') still she seen the funny side so it was alreeet plus it was raining and she nearly tripped over my shoe so yeah.

then i came home watched a bit of tim minchins documentary called rock and roll nerd online but it kept crashing thats why i hate watching things online it's a piss take! ahaha still it's interestang the documentary it goes on about how he used to do small small shows and how he got famous it's pretty inspiring so hopefully someone will be loosh and buy me it for xmas! ..... HIYA LEYLA ahahah!

yeah that was basically my whole day!